173.6

I'm so disappointed but then I tell myself I haven't had a BM in a few days and that's probably why I haven't lost much. Then I tell myself I only really had one day of victory and that's why practically nothing was lost. I feel like I failed but strangely enough, this just invigorates me. I refuse to let it push me into a binge because I know that number will be better. 173.6. I'll move past it. I'm running with my brother this morning. That makes me feel better.

Today's planned meals:

• Breakfast: 160 cal oatmeal + 2 tablespoons unsweetened almond milk [163 cals]
• Lunch: 2 hard boiled eggs + 90 cal Special K bar [245 cals]
• Dinner: Healthy Choice [240 cals]

This meal plan shows that I haven't gone grocery shopping in a long time. I plan on going this weekend so I'll have to hold on until then. I'm also going to the movies tonight.. I used to be so over the moon over popcorn. I really was my weakness; I could eat an entire bucket by myself but now... I don't feel so interested. I think I'll be ok. Hopefully.