166

I've been 166 for two days now. My goal of hitting the 150s by next week seems a little daunting but I have to persevere. Okay, so I overslept this morning and I missed my hair appointment and my lunch date with my friend. Fuck. Yeah. Not about the hair appointment but the lunch with my friend. I felt awful last night (appearance-wise) but I did manage to take some progression pictures. This was only my 2nd set but I could see an ever so slight change in myself.

I don't feel brave enough to post any pictures so I'm going to cowards route of just typing about it.

Today's workouts are a 22 minute run and Kenpo X. I completely skipped the Legs & Back workout last night but.... I don't feel terrible about it. It might have led to a slight weight loss this morning but fuck it. I was tired and I felt my blood sugar tumbling so I just skipped it. The falling sugar was also the reason why I overslept. Great. And the reason that happened was completely my fault. Before yesterday, I had it under control so now I get to start again.

And today I found out that I'm expected to go to a beach trip next weekend. It's my last weekend before the new semester starts at my university (where I work) so it'd be nice... if I wasn't so grotesque looking. I bought a one piece bathing suit because I knew I'd be dragged to one eventually but I'm still not comfortable in it (but the swimsuit is hot!). So I have to have to to hit the 150s next week. 159.9, 155, 15-whatever. I just need to be there. And I need to dodge the crazy food I know my friends will be eating.

Dude. Life is rough.

Not only that but I have classes to teach right after the trip! People are going to learn from me!

What is wrong with the world?