166.6

I was a little afraid to weight in this morning because I had a few bites of pizza yesterday. I had 245 calories left for dinner so I wasn't really sure how much I consumed but it had to have been less than 245. Really happy that I'm keeping on track. The fact that I did 50 burpees yesterday couldn't have hurt either. Today is an 800 day but I have to be careful. I slept in this morning so my morning workout has been thrown out but I'm hoping that I'll be able to do it some time tonight after my interval run...

... but it's my mom's birthday today. She didn't want cake (since she's trying to lose weight too or doesn't want to gain more weight; I'm not sure which) so I made her this creamy grape dessert. I plan on eating an 80 cal apple this morning, and then sharing around 200 calories of the dessert for lunch. That leaves me 520 calories for dinner. It's going to be sushi, which is a relief. I can eat a roll and a light salad and that'll most likely be enough, probably under.

I'm really trying hard to do better now. I'm meeting up with a friend this weekend, which is a big deal. She had only seen me when I was thin so it'll probably be obvious to her that I've gained weight. You don't understand how much anxiety I'm feeling about this meet up and how many ways I've already come up with to cancel.

We'll just see how it goes. I was hoping to be in the 150s by September but if I'm lucky, I'll be there sooner than later.

Cheers.