Wednesday, August 8, 2012

everything is a-ok

I'm feeling 100% better than how I was this morning! Low blood sugars man, they're killing me. However! I think I've solved my future blood sugar problems so we'll see how it goes. Low blood sugars mean that I can't workout in the mornings so I definitely have to fix that.

Food today included 160 cal yogurt + fiber supplement & vitamins and lunch was a 155 cal sandwich. Dinner will be a yogurt bar. I'll be 20 calories over today but with my 2 planned workouts... I don't care! I'm in an especially perky mood because I managed to talk the agent to wave my application fee for the apartment as well as a discounted price for the monthly rent. I don't know how I did it. But still... the fact that I'm not sure if I want to live there lingers on...

I'm thinking about life as I know it and it's sad but most of my really good friends live in other towns. I can count one that lives in my town that I really like and there are a few coworkers that I don't mind hanging out with. I think I should attempt to make more friends. Especially since I'll be living here for the next 2-3 years (provided that I don't get fired or get provoked enough to quit). The thing is that I don't usually get lonely. I'm a loner by nature and I don't mind being by myself but my mom is worried because she wants grandchildren (which she won't get from me), and wants me to get married (which I won't).

Allegedly anyway. I wouldn't mind maybe adopting a Chinese baby girl in the next 15 years. I saw a documentary about them and it made me sad.

But alas, I went way off base.

Hopefully I'll be able to finish my unfinished run from yesterday and I'll be able to finish my P90x workout from hell.

Cheers.

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