I vanished over the weekend and I came out how you would expect. It was a weekend full of binging and purging, unfortunately. It's like, I love the weekdays because I do so well but it's so hard being social because it just triggers something in me. Today is a 400 cal day so I'm back on track but I still feel really bad about this weekend. I don't have anything planned for the next few weeks so I'm going to have to stay strong. I feel more or less motivated. More so because I had a great run yesterday. I'm on week 5 of my couch to 5k and this weekend will be a big test to how well I do.

I feel like I could come to love running.

Now I just have to stay eating well in order get the pounds off.

This is also my last week of school. Ever. I hope. I'm hoping that I won't be crazy enough to want to get into the PhD program in the next couple of years. But nevertheless, this means that I have more time to work out. I've been fighting with myself for the last few weeks because I wanted to work out more but I still had (still have) so much work to do.

The last time I lost a lot of weight was when I was just working and not doing school full time.

Here's hoping for a repeat performance.